10:46 a.m. - 2004-08-19
not a f*ckin good day
Well, we leave for UVM in a few hours. I'm not excited anymore because I've been told I can't afford to go there. Actually, I can't afford to go to any of the four colleges I like. So it looks like community college for me, which is exactly what I didn't want to do. So it's totally pointless to go to Burlington, fall in love with the town and campus, and have a good time if I can't go there.
My friend that works at Express Mart next to me put in his two week. So he's leaving me at the end of the month. I told him I would cry when he left. I don't think he realized that I was genuinely upset. I mean, I don't plan to stay at Subway much longer than September, but now it will be boring. He hinted that I should come work with him at the restaurant he's going to. But I'm really upset. I'm gonna miss him.
I went to Darien Lake on Tuesday and got horribly sick. I had fun tho. My face hurts, the only area that got burned. I finally went on the Superman and the Mind Eraser - *ow*. I didn't buy anything because I felt a little rushed, but I don't think there was much to my liking. I wanted ice cream before we left, but the girl was so frickin slow. Anyway, it was fun.
I'm angry with my boyfriend, but it's not because of what he said last night it's because he's going to LIE! He and his entire family will lie about the fact that JR is dating JS. He's 19 and she's 12 and that's wrong. And I'm sorry if no one else sees it that way. TC, I told you what I'd do if you lied. I do know that I wouldn't be able to speak to you. I can't stand your disgusting family. I hate being around any of them at all. Obviously you love your family more than you let on so you must hurt just a little bit every time I insult them. I think you and your family should go be together in your sick immoral ways. What else would you lie about? What else do you lie about?
O yeah, TC's sister has pics of my niece online. Within the first 5 pictures there's 3 of her. And she can't even spell her damn name right! You're not her step-mommy, bitch. You have no right to pretend you are or to put pictures of her on the internet without her actual mother knowing. And I know she would be pissed about that. You people have no right to even see that baby! But you do. You nasty fuckers.
