12:12 a.m. - 2004-08-29
less neurotic today
Hi.
I got my ring on Wednesday. It's gorgeous, exactly what I wanted. Too bad I don't have a digital camera, huh? I can't stop looking at it. I also got a beautiful orange rose with red edges. It's wilting now tho so I want mom to tell me again how to dry flowers so I can save it. The only thing that bugs me about finally having my ring is that I have to keep turning it around everytime someone other than CD or CJ comes around! CD doesn't even notice I have a new ring, I told CJ myself, and no one else is allowed to know in either of our families. *ech* But it's still gorgeous. :-)
TC is moving out of the house. I was absolutely speechless. He told me after he had most of his stuff already sorted and packed. He eventually plans to talk to my parents about letting him live here. He wants to work out his "paperwork" and figure out how much he can pay for rent first tho. After he told me that, we talked about all the things that have worried me. Like having my kids around his family and what would happen to them if we ever split up or something. Basically, I again said how much I hate his family and don't even want them babysitting. Which is true. I hate them and I'm scared of them. I'm afraid they might turn my kids into them or they might try to take my kids or encourage TC to if we ever split up. Ugh. I'm always going to be scared until the time arises. And even then. And yes, I know, I don't have any kids. Yet. :-p
I've decided I'm not applying to UVM. It's the most expensive college on my list and I just don't see enough scholarship opportunities to lower the price to something more reasonable. It's also a very large campus and city and the farthest away from home. So here's my visiting schedule:
Russell Sage - Sept. 3
SUNY Oswego - Oct. 23
SUNY Fredonia & SUNY Buffalo - *hopefully* Sept. 23
SUNY Albany - *maybe* Sept. 3 with Russell Sage?
Edinboro - no clue
O yeah, today was my friend's last day at Express Mart. He says he won't be at his new job long because he plans to go into the Air Force. I gave him my regular and email address so hopefully we won't lose touch. I told him I'd go nuts if he didn't write to me when he was in the Air Force. I'm gonna miss him! I gave him a hug. I think he is the tallest person I have ever hugged. I'm 5'6" and he's 6'4". Yeah. Tall.
Anyway, have a nice midnight snack. I'll write again eventually. Ta!
