3:59 p.m. - 2004-09-27
bad morning
Omg, I had such a horrible morning. I was in a rush because I had to take a shower when I get up (rather than last night before bed), I had to take boxes into school for my Spanish project, turn in magazines, etc.... I had a nice shower, but TC apparently had a cold one not too long before me. I remembered the boxes, but it was hell to get them out the door with my backpack, lunch, TC's lunch that he forgot, and my purse. Then after putting the boxes in the Spanish room, I turned around to turn in my 4 (!) magazines and realized I had forgotten my packet at home. I was so pissed. Then I was close to tears all morning for no reason at all except that I didn't want to go to math class and I don't know what I want to go to college for. I considered calling TC and begging him to come pick me up. I was really upset.
I didn't want to go to math class because I haven't done any homework all week. I can't understand a damn thing. I have no talent for numbers at all. I hate the way my teacher teaches and I don't want to ask for help because I won't be able to understand her anyway! Mr. V was the only math teacher I ever liked and he was the only one I willingly stayed after for. He was also the only that made me enjoy math at all. I miss him. *sigh*
I don't know what I want to go to college for because I'm no longer excited in any way, shape, or form about any math or chemistry lab requirements of Forensic Science. I am still in love with the technique and the amazing things you can do. My other consideration is Spanish Education. I've been thinking about it since I started taking Spanish in 8th grade. CJ and TC both said they always pictured me as some kind of teacher. I honestly don't know. If any of you think you know me well enough to tell me what you think, go ahead and IM me or write me in my guestbook because I'd love to hear from you.
Sus has been in and out of the ER all weekend. While I was at school Friday, her mom took her to the doctor because she had a horrible migraine. They gave her some heavy-duty stuff and told her to go to the ER if it didn't go away. Well, it didn't so that's where I went after work Friday night. Bub and I went back to the house at 10 or so to wait for them to call us. I left at 11 when TC came to get me since I had a headache anyway. Bub said they finally got back at 7 am. They did a head CT and a spinal tap and gave her vic_odin. She must have done too much yesterday and the headache came back so she was in the ER again last night. She's really screwed in school now. She hasn't been there since last Wednesday.
Did I tell you Bub moved in with Sus? Yeah, it was about a week and a half ago I think. The baby is in the dining room and Bub is on the couch until they can clean the upstairs bedrooms.
I have to go look at portrait studios to see if anyone can process pictures by October 7th...If I don't get a picture into the yearbook by then I won't be in the yearbook at all. And it looks like I'll be getting a new layout as soon as I get a chance. *pout* I really like this one. I'll write again soon. Ta!
