7:02 p.m. - 2005-01-19
better
My mom took it better than we thought. I had to go and be mean when I called her because I didn't want to cry. She cried and then I cried. Then the first time she came to my room to talk to me she sounded angry. The second time she just sounded like she wanted to talk and be informed. She told my dad who didn't want to talk to me. Her way of explaining it was, "He feels like he just got screwed up the ass." She said they'll both need some time. I guess my uncle's surprise party is this Saturday and mom told me they won't be telling anyone just yet. I really hope they don't make me go.
I do feel much better now that I've told her. But that's not going to stop me from being angry with the asst. principal. I feel very drained and all cried out. It's weird being so emotional. I'm sure if I get upset again I would find that I'm not all cried out.
I have an appointment with the dermatologist tomorrow. I'm gonna have to tell her I won't be seeing her anymore. I also have to call the gyno to ask if I should stop taking my Zol_oft and if anything could have happened to the baby because of it.
Susie is supposed to come over, but I don't know if she will now. She had to run a last minute errand. I told her this afternoon. She was upset and very noticeably depressed. But she's still a good friend. She wants to come to my first appointment.
Well, I'm hungry. Have a nice night.
