11:09 a.m. - 2005-04-20
crazy
I woke up late this morning and I had to run around to spiffy up the house real quick. My youngest brother's case worker came over at 11. I must say, this house looks pretty clean. And I didn't have to do much! She was only here for 15 minutes or so asking how school was going and about his meds.
Some of you asked questions about my money situation. My account is a custodial account. That means I need a parent signature to take money out until I'm 21. My parents are like co-owners. So most of the time I just asked my mom to go take money out for me since she works right across from the bank. That's how they were able to take a loan out on it without asking me. As for the amount, it may not seem like a lot, but it is to me. I saved for most of last year to get that much. I had somewhere around $960. It was supposed to be our emergency fund, like I said, but mainly for the baby. People are starting to get their refunds back from the government. I'm hoping they will put all my money back and then some very soon. I'm also hoping to add an extra $85 myself and Tom will get $380 or so. Much needed money!!
I know now that Tom has been smoking pot with his brother and Matt. Here I thought his brother wouldn't be that stupid because he's tested every month by his probation officer. I am so angry. I can't say anything tho because I heard it from his mother and he would instantly know. It explains why he gave us such a hard time about Ultra Fab. They do random drug testing. You also have to pass a physical and a drug test to be hired. That little asshole. At this point, I don't care how much stress he's under. That is stupid. I've been hinting to him that I know, but of course he wouldn't say anything. All I can say is that he better knock it off. I told him he would have to leave if I caught him drinking like he was. Did he think that didn't go for the pot too? Well, if he thinks he's going to be doing that come time for the baby to be born, then I will put my foot down. I was under the impression he hasn't done pot since the May after we started dating. Well, I guess he's pretty good at covering it up, huh? It's been 2 years and I had no idea. I occasionally asked about it because I thought just maybe...But he would say no. I swear, if it comes to the point where I have to say that he can't see his brother or Matt unless I'm around, I will do it. I'm just glad he's not doing something worse. Idiot.
