2:37 p.m. - 2005-04-06
guilty boy
Thanks for the wonderful comments. You always manage to make me smile. :-)
Tom came home last night. I told him flat out that I was pissed at him. Just by saying that over and over again he got this guilty look on his face and looked like he was going to cry. When he took me to bed I told him I was pissed because I never see him and I wanted to know where he's been. His excuse from yesterday was pathetic. Basically he was out with friends, I don't even remember the rest. The point is, he forgot we were supposed to spend time together. The reason he's been weird the past few days is because he's lost his job. Remember that one week where he had no hours because they were hiring more people? Well, they're doing it again and told him that he won't be needed at all anymore. I knew that would happen. What would you expect from a temp. place? Tom slept with me last night and promised to spend more time with me. He felt the worst when I mentioned that the baby notices his absences. I know because he had his hand on top of the baby for a while. I told him to go job hunting today and as long as he finds something before the end of the week no one has to know he lost his job. So that's what he's doing right now. He promised to be home no later than 3:30 to be with me.
So that's it basically. He didn't give an excuse for the past several weeks. I honestly think he didn't realize he was doing it. He knows it now and he feels very guilty. I expect I will receive some pampering for a while. That doesn't mean he's completely off the hook tho. Maybe he will finally take care of his clothes and take me shopping. Did I mention that at various non-sleeping times during the night I noticed him kissing the back of my neck? ;-)
I'm going to start another knitting project, probably a poncho. I promise I'll write again soon. Ta!
