3:04 p.m. - 2005-02-04
frustrated
Hi! I'm not as tired as usual today so I thought I should update. Yesterday was 8 weeks! It's still hard to believe. For my birthday mom took me shopping for clothes and I finally got a cell phone! I had Pizza Hut pizza for dinner and raspberry cheesecake for dessert.:-) So it was great. I was a little disappointed that I didn't get as many cards this year, but that's ok. I had $50 to put in the bank and $20 to spend as I need it.
I am totally going nuts over Bub and Susie. I just want to choke them.
Bub doesn't even need a label for her forehead that says "whore". Everyone knows it because she's not exactly keeping it secret! She had sex with NP 3 times on Sunday without a condom. Why would you tell me that? That is irresponsible as all hell. Especially for her. If J found out she had gotten pregnant again she could lose her daughter in a heartbeat. It would be pointless to even take her to court. She broke up with her second boyfriend today. He and NP knew nothing about each other. She calls all of these guys her "bitches". We all know she's using them. It's ridiculous. And of course she doesn't know I'm pregnant because the last thing I want is "advice" from her! I'll be eating with Mo during lunch from now on. I can't stand to be around her.
Susie is such a nutcase! She's asking me how I am (sick) and then she'll tell me how horrible she's been feeling. As if all I want to hear about is her day. I don't care how she's feeling. She can't possibly feel as nauseous as I can. The stupid ouija board is telling her she's pregnant with twins blah blah blah. She started this as soon as she found out I was pregnant. I knew she would. She says she's having sympathy pains when she's really downright jealous! So she keeps complaining about having to pee all the time and not feeling good and that she's hungry. She is not 8 weeks pregnant! She probably isn't pregnant at all! I don't want to hear about it! I pee all the time, but I don't feel the need to announce it to the world. Only the people around me really notice. When I get nauseous it's really hard. I hate feeling sick, but I don't go whining about it except to Tom or my mom. And I'm usually hungry all the time, but instead of complaining I carry snacks in my backpack!! Geez I just want to choke her! I don't even want to be friends with her anymore. She's always been this way and I've never really gotten anything out of our friendship. She just annoys the shit out of me and acts like she knows more about everything that I do. Someone needs to smack her good and hard.
I feel better now.
