9:32 a.m. - 2005-05-07
he's home
He came home yesterday morning after his paper route. He's been apologizing since then and being sweet. His car is crap, but what was he supposed to do with his meager funds? He's done with pot. His brother will be gone in rehab this coming Thursday. I told him exactly how I felt last night and I thought he was going to cry. The reason he left was that he knew he would have a car to use if he went with his brother. He also thought I was mad at him and seriously meant he should move in with his brother. He obviously wasn't listening when I said he could move in with his brother if he was going to keep doing the things he was doing.
Anyway, he bought dinner for us last night. Everyone else is at camp so we had the entire night and today to ourselves. We had sex really late last night. We both feel much better now. I told him I'll always love him, but he knows he still has much ass kissing to do.
I'll write a better update later. Have a wonderful Saturday!
