9:51 p.m. - 2005-10-16
time to go
I can't wait to move out. I am so fed up. I just wanted to take a damn shower. My last one was Friday and the one before that was Tuesday. How sad is that. But no. There was no hot water. My sister's hair clogged the drain. There was a pile of dirty clothes but no hamper. There was no toilet paper on the rack - it was on the wet counter. God forbid they just take the empty toilet paper rolls off and put the new ones on. And don't even get me started on how gross and germ-ridden the bathroom counter, sink, and mirrors look. Blech. And that's just the bathroom.
I have a 6 week old, but I still have to do all the chores I used to do before I was pregnant. Tell me how is that supposed to work?! I'm just so mad now. So ready to leave. I can take care of the 3 of us. I've been doing it successfully since Bryan was born. No biggie. What is a pain in the ass is contending with the messes of my 3 siblings {BIG problem}, my parents {not so much}, and a dog and cat that aren't my responsibility. I cannot do this shit. I need another hand just to take care of my son most of the time. I need 50 more to keep up with this house. Not that I've been asked to do much. But I know that they're trying to impress upon me the need to clean. And I can't stand seeing messes. I feel compelled to clean anyway - I just don't have the time. And that drives me crazy!!
In other news, Quintin's party was great. He got a lot of nice presents and a Blue's Clues cake. Tom's grandparents from PA were there so they got to see Bryan for the first time. Everyone thought he was a doll. And he is. :-) I think every mom says that.
Tom's looking for a new job soon. They're cutting back hours, which means losing $7 which isn't much to begin with. I really hate the employment game.
I'm trying to convince Sus to go to CA. She's sitting on the fence and seriously farting around. She should at least try it and if she doesn't like it she can always come home. She needs to get away from Kenny. He's no good for any body - male or female. I suppose I'll have to tell you the whole story for you to have much of an idea of what I'm talking about.
I just realized that I never got around to telling Bryan's birth story. I have no idea when I will get around to it, but I really hope I do.
Happy Belated Birthday on October 10th to Isabella Clare!! Congratulations Jane! *kisses*
