7:52 a.m. - 2009-05-29
sometime
This has already been posted on Myspace:
So I just found out I'm pregnant. But then about a week later I find out I'm not anymore. I'm pretty angry right now. It could've been worse tho. I'm glad it happened early rather than months later. I guess I took it for granted that it would be easy, just like Bryan. I never had any problems with him. I just assumed...and I let my "hopes get too high" as Jay would say. He was upset too. I think he blames himself for some stupid reason. It was nothing either of us did or could have prevented. It was so early.
I guess it wasn't the best time anyway. My motto is "Everything happens for a reason." Sometimes, in situations like this, it really sucks. But it's always true. Now was not a good time. Maybe in a few more months. For that reason, I'm not angry at life. Just angry at myself and doctors. But I have to believe there was a reason and it will happen for us sometime.
